40th Hunt [Voice] Yes, there are two paths you can go by

[dudeimbatman]

Everyone here bitches about this place. [He does a mocking, high pitched voice for this next part] Oh no. I got cursed. I think I'm in Hell. [And then his voice returns to typical broody Dean//Batman voice]



Bullshit. This is a friggin' vacation home compared to Hell. So you ended up wearing your room mate's clothes. Let me tell you about Hell. They skinned me alive. Inch by fuckin' inch then salted it and that was in the morning. Afternoons were when they were feeling really pissed off. When they're done they take a smoke break and you get to lay there without anyone torturing you for fifteen minutes. That's heaven. They come back and you're whole. New skin, new muscle, new nerve endings, new bone and then it starts all over again.

That's not the worst part though. The worst part is that every time you scream they whisper in your ear 'We can stop this, Dean. We can make it all go away. Just say yes.' So you don't scream and they stop offering for a few hours. They come back from the smoke break and they make a serious offer. They'll take you off that rack but you gotta put someone on it in your place. And you wanna say yes. You wanna say yes so. damn. bad. But you don't because you've got a baby brother topside that you don't want to disappoint. You can just imagine the look on his face if you say yes and you've spent your whole damn life trying to make sure he never gets that look on his face so you tell them to go fuck themselves every.single.day.

For thirty years and then it gets hard to remember that Baby brother. It gets hard to remember that look that you're not supposed to make him make. It gets hard to remember that your entire life the only job you ever had was 'take care of Sammy'. So they ask and you break.

It's not so bad you think. I mean the skank bitch they put on the rack for you sure does deserve it but you still spend the entire first torture session whispering 'I'm sorry' under your breath. After that...you just go numb. Baby brother wouldn't even recognize you with blood on your hands and that kills everything else in you that might have taken it all back.

But that's not the worst of it. Not yet. The worst of it comes one day when they have some faceless, nameless man on that rack. Your digging into him with a knife, hitting all the soft parts and he's screaming like...you're hitting all the soft parts and you realize you're enjoying this.

[There's a long moment of silence, a sniff and some choked up sounds before he speaks again]

Yeah...this place? Friggin' first class, five star vacation spot.



[Another pause]

Also, I think I've got...actual feelings for Anna. Like...bullshit hurts when they toss you out on your ass feelings.

Okay. Maybe this place is only four star.

[ooc: Dean is afflicted by the elephant in the corner curse. All he wants to talk about is Hell and liking Anna]

Comments

[child-radical.livejournal.com]

...I would say that Hell is subjective but I think I'll just take your word for it.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

The idea of Hell...might be. Real Hell? The only subjective part is whether you're on the rack or off it.

[child-radical.livejournal.com]

Enduring the torture being inflicted upon you and enduring the torture of realizing that you've sunk as low as those who tortured you. Horrible circumstances but I know that anyone would've made the exact same choice as you.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

...and you choose to criticize Castiel's post?

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean to broadcast this shit. It was supposed to be private journal crap.

Besides, I didn't criticize Castiel's post. I just didn't want to hear about you two getting groiny.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

We had a sexual relationship during a curse, we remember it. It was the City's decision to reveal the discussion to the people.

[reroutedbrain.livejournal.com]

This place isn't Hell. It's mine. I'm going to rule it. And then I'll be a deity.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Sorta my point. Not that this place is yours but knock yourself out, kiddo. The point was this isn't Hell.

[reroutedbrain.livejournal.com]

At least you get it more than most insects.

voice

[commarogue]

[Just...a wry chuckle. Maybe some bloody coughing.] Feeling like you coulda said you had a fucking time share there.

Re: voice

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Never really got time shares. Don't you just sorta use it occasionally? I had a damn full mortgage in Hell.

[commarogue]

Right, yeah. Gotta figure, probably doesn't matter either way.

Voice;

[justcautious.livejournal.com]

...y----you really been to 'ell?

[Congratulations, Dean, you have actually reverted Chris to basically his 70s self in that he is really properly shocked.]

Re: Voice;

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Yeah. For about 40 years or four months topside.

1/fuck, idek.

[srsbusinessk.livejournal.com]

[srsbusinessk.livejournal.com]

[srsbusinessk.livejournal.com]

[srsbusinessk.livejournal.com]

DONE i'm so sorry

[srsbusinessk.livejournal.com]

...Dean.

[voice]

[makesfolktalky.livejournal.com]

[There's dead air for a good minute before Ray actually says anything. Dealing with things on a serious level has never been one of his strong points.]

You want t'watch where you're broadcastin' that, mate.

Re: [voice]

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Yeah I can't seem to not broadcast it today.

[Voice]

[ditchabledate.livejournal.com]

You're breakin' my heart, kiddo. But yeah, I believe you. This place ain't so bad.

You and Anna? Give me a few minutes to digest that one and I'll get back to ya.

Re: [Voice]

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear it from you.

Me and Anna nothin' right now. 'Least not right now. It's me being a stupid dumbass and getting in way too far over my head.

[ voice ]

[iloveatallman.livejournal.com]

People have no idea what Hell is really like. Didn't even get to the smell. That is unlike anything ever.

[Snort.]

You and angel-girl?

Re: [ voice ]

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Yeah they could use some of those pine tree air fresheners

Yeah 'cause I look more like a demon sort of guy.