dudeimbatman: (Guilty)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] dudeimbatman) wrote2010-06-20 10:27 pm

20th Hunt [Accidental Video] I know I must have left some traces

One job! Take care of Sammy and you managed to mess it up

Dad--Sir—I didn't—Sam's alright. He's--

Alright? Since when the hell do you define alright as having Lucifer inside his head? Dean, I thought I could trust you. I thought if you managed to screw everything else up in this world at least you'd get that one job right. You let me down.

[Dean looks down to the ground, swallowing hard. When he speaks its more mumbled than anything]

I'm sorry, Sir.

Yeah well sorry doesn't fix this and it doesn't fix Sam. Everything's still screwed up and I'm still disappointed. I can't step in everytime you screw up to clean up your mess, Dean.

I know that, Sir. I don't expect you--

Don't expect it? And yet here I am, cleaning up your mess. Again.

It was the best plan at the time, Sir.

The best plan? You're telling me the best plan you could come up with was letting your Baby Brother get possessed by Lucifer? Boy, what the hell have you been doing since I've been gone? Do I have to hold your hand for every hunt?

[Dean's jaw goes tight. The muscles in his neck are tense. He shakes his head sharply]

No, Sir. I'll take care—I'll take better care of him next time.

You see that you do that. Now I'm going to check the Impala. If you can't be trusted with your brother I hate to see the mess you've gotten my car into.

[Dean stays behind, watching as his father leaves the room. Once he's gone he just sits down on the bed, staring at the floor between her feet]

[ooc: yup he's cursed. I wasn't going to because he's been busy but it was too tempting]

voice;

[identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, someone who isn't me is really chewing you out. What'd you do this time?

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Dean's voice is very quiet and somber]

My dad. I let Sam get hurt.

voice;

[identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. [This is seriously a shitty curse. Like the Mother's Day one wasn't bad enough.] I'm sorry, I should've realized...

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[identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com 2010-07-06 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
He's not-- I mean, I know cop guilt. You can't always keep bad things from happening, Dean. Take it easy on yourself.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-07-06 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll remind you of that advice, Chief Beckett. [Yeah he's trying to make light of it, teasing. It doesn't quite hold the same punch]

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
...Is your father visiting you today as well, then?

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I guess it's a City-wide thing. Did yours?

[identity profile] primrosella.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
We had this same curse last year, too. It's something to do with Father's Day, I think.

And yes, Daddy's here with me. He says hello, and that he's pleased to meet you, since he doesn't recall making your acquaintance before.

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[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[She's tempted, sorely tempted to comment, but even Anna has limits. And failing a Father is something she feels a little too close to. Instead there's some dead air, and then the connection goes away.]

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[He appreciates her restraint. Even Dean can only take so much reaming in one day. If it makes Anna feel any better what John said is less what John would actually say and more what Dean, with his guilty conscience, thinks he would say. IE Dean knows he's wrong and guilty as sin]

Re: voice

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah it's not a big deal. [He lies. It is] He's right.

[ Private Voice ]

[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
...So. Curse got you too.

Re: [ Private Voice ]

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. He wasn't--he was easier on you, right? [Because if he wasn't Dean's gonna want to go after their 'father' and do some reaming of his own which ultimately will result in Dean apologizing and saying 'yes sir' but that's not the point]

[ Private Voice ]

[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
When was Dad ever easier on me, Dean? I'm just trying to ignore it all. It's just a curse. It's not really Dad.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Probably not even what Dad would say to us. Just what we think he would [For Sam he can say this despite the fact that he won't accept this for himself]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Dean, none of this was your fault. Dad would agree. We were just..doing what we had to. It's not your fault.

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't listen to him, Dean.

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
No he's right. Whether he's really here or not, he's right.

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Just from what little I've seen on the Network, you're always doing your best to take care of Sam.

[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah well in this case my best isn't good enough.

[identity profile] coyote-walking.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
How does your brother feel about that?