dudeimbatman: (Guilty)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] dudeimbatman) wrote2010-06-20 10:27 pm

20th Hunt [Accidental Video] I know I must have left some traces

One job! Take care of Sammy and you managed to mess it up

Dad--Sir—I didn't—Sam's alright. He's--

Alright? Since when the hell do you define alright as having Lucifer inside his head? Dean, I thought I could trust you. I thought if you managed to screw everything else up in this world at least you'd get that one job right. You let me down.

[Dean looks down to the ground, swallowing hard. When he speaks its more mumbled than anything]

I'm sorry, Sir.

Yeah well sorry doesn't fix this and it doesn't fix Sam. Everything's still screwed up and I'm still disappointed. I can't step in everytime you screw up to clean up your mess, Dean.

I know that, Sir. I don't expect you--

Don't expect it? And yet here I am, cleaning up your mess. Again.

It was the best plan at the time, Sir.

The best plan? You're telling me the best plan you could come up with was letting your Baby Brother get possessed by Lucifer? Boy, what the hell have you been doing since I've been gone? Do I have to hold your hand for every hunt?

[Dean's jaw goes tight. The muscles in his neck are tense. He shakes his head sharply]

No, Sir. I'll take care—I'll take better care of him next time.

You see that you do that. Now I'm going to check the Impala. If you can't be trusted with your brother I hate to see the mess you've gotten my car into.

[Dean stays behind, watching as his father leaves the room. Once he's gone he just sits down on the bed, staring at the floor between her feet]

[ooc: yup he's cursed. I wasn't going to because he's been busy but it was too tempting]

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Probably not even what Dad would say to us. Just what we think he would [For Sam he can say this despite the fact that he won't accept this for himself]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Dean, none of this was your fault. Dad would agree. We were just..doing what we had to. It's not your fault.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. All our options sucked. [He knows this but he can't help think what 'Dad' said was right anyway]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm telling you, Dad would be proud of us, man. This is way beyond hunting ghosts and trying to stop Yellow Eyes. Shit got Biblical on us but we never backed down. Just like Dad always taught us.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Go down fighting.

[He pauses a moment] You think Dad ever saw this coming?

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
No. I don't think he did. He would've prepared us for it.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dean considers that a moment then nods] How the hell do you prepare someone for something like this? Outside of what he did do? [That's Dean expressing his own doubt but then in some ways it's hard to believe that John didn't know everything. Or maybe that's just Dean's perception of John]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I don't think there is a way to prepare someone for the Apocalypse. But I mean, if he even had a shred of a theory, it would've been in his journal. There's nothing in there about angels.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-23 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Probably. The Apocalypse is always something you think will happen later. Lots later. [Part of him knows that. Part of him always hopes he did]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-23 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Just our luck that it happened now, right? To be honest, I'm..kind of glad. That Dad wasn't there.

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-24 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Dean's quiet for a moment finally he nods] Yeah. Me too.[Because Dean failed where John succeeded. He gave in while John stayed strong]

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-24 08:15 am (UTC)(link)


You wanna go grab a beer?

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[identity profile] dude-imbatman.livejournal.com 2010-06-25 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Beer would be great.

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[identity profile] srsbusinessk.livejournal.com 2010-06-25 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
Alright. My treat this time.