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22nd Hunt [Accidental Video] Here comes the next contestant

[Dean standing in a throng of girls. He's got both hands out and he's trying to make some space for himself.]

Alright, ladies. If you'll just step back, give me your names and we'll go from there. There's plenty of me to go around.

[One girl shoves her way through and hands him a marker. She pulls aside the strap of her tank top.]

Why yes, I will sign your breast. Anyone else here with that same request?

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Because who am I supposed to talk to? Sam's got enough shit on his plate. Cas is dealing with his own personal Hell. Anna doesn't really give a fuck anymore because now she's a real live angel.

No I get it. I do. You've got a whole...mom vibe about you. In a really good way.

So talk to someone who's not from home. You've got a whole damn smorgasbord of the multiverse around here and you're telling me there's not a single person who will sit and listen to you? So they're not from your world. So you'll have to do some clarifying along the way. That doesn't mean they can't help. Hell, they might even be able to help more than you think, since they'll be on the outside looking in, rather than stuck in the middle of the clusterfuck with you.

Yeah, I'm like a mom who loves you enough to call you out on being a dumbass. But everybody needs a kick in the head once in a while, so don't sweat it too much.

Yeah and then I end up looking like a whiny jackass to people who don't know me.

Yeah well...I think my Mom would be like that too.

So prove them wrong by letting them know you. And then maybe that'll have the bonus side effect of giving you someone who'll actually call you on being a whiny jackass when you start looking like one.

She's a pretty tough lady, your mom. I don't doubt it.

You don't--[He starts to say understand then stops because if anyone would she would] Dad taught me never to be weak. You show weakness and that gives someone an advantage.

Yeah? You know my Mom? Okay so that's a stupid question.

And for someone who leads the life you do back home, it's good advice. Of course, there's a difference between showing weakness and having weakness, too.

I'm like the ultimate phone book, kiddo. I know everybody.

Sorta seem like the same thing to me.

Guess you do. Any chance you could slip Carmen Porter's phone number into my journal back home?

Not really. Weakness is subjective--and can be deceptive, too. Hell, look at me. I look like a petite little blonde wisp of a thing that could snap in half if you look at me the wrong way--and yes, ha-ha, Life is short, I've heard it a million times--but I could still kick your ass six ways to Sunday without breaking a nail. Someone else thinking you're weak means nothing. It's what you think that really decides whether or not you are.

I could! But I won't.

Yeah. Guess that's the problem. [Dean basically thinks he's a weak piece of shit. Hence all the bluster about how awesome he is.]

Awww. Guess I should have figured that.

That you're masquerading as a man with a reason, and your charade is the event of the season? I told you I wouldn't make promises about what you're going to end up going back to, but I will tell you this much: You do good. You matter. It's enough.

Quit beating yourself up. You meet enough other people in your life who are more than happy to do that, you don't need to do it to yourself, too.

Good taste in music.[A very heavy but brief pause] Thanks. That's all a guy like me can ask for.

I've just got one of those faces you know?

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